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ITS ALMOST MY BIRTHDAY!!!! JUST THOUGHT ID REMIND YOU ALL!!! HAHA :) :)
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[18 Apr 2006|04:19pm] |
I love my friends (the ones who love me)!!!!! they know who they are, but you better think twice . . . if i still consider you my friend.
i dont know the whole point of this live journal entry other than im weird.
ps. Jo looks really hott in a yellow hat!
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| Ut Oh! |
[13 Apr 2006|08:02pm] |
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Ok. Im sitting here at my desk on a Thursday night, Jenna's at some event thingy, Al went home to go out for dinner, Jo and Niole are home for the weekend, Aprils working on a paper and me. . . yeah me. . . remember me? Im just sitting here, thinking. But I bet you're thinking I'm thinking about something else, which I'm not thinking about, So you're thinking is wrong so stop thinking that. I dont like to dwell upon stupid shit. Blah. . . it needs to end. oh wait. the end.
Anywho, I feel a bajillion times better tonight cause programs are in, and thats a relief. T-shirts are in. Publicity is up. Everythings finally coming together and I love that, I love when it all comes together at the end piece by piece and how it reflects the amount of work Ive been constantly doing all semester. :)
So Clue: Good. School: not so good. I know last weekend I caught up with almost everything but it doesnt help me if I cant make it to my 8:30. growl. This all has to change next year. So this weekend, paper time! (and doing some fun stuff for CLUE)
Another good thing: NICOLE IS MY ROOMIE FOR NEXT YEAR.... OFFICIALLY!!!! YAY!!! Im sooo happy and excited and I cant wait. I have a scheduled naptime :) Score!
So... now its 8:00 on a lonely Thursday night. I think im gonna make myself a drink, hop into bed, and watch some Law & Order if they decide to put it on tonight. Im exhausted and bored so thats never a good combination. I would just go to bed, but $10 ill be woken up by this boy (who needs to get a haircut this weekend or else) cause he misses me so theres no point to even attempt to sleep.
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| A Lonely, Pathetic Saturday |
[08 Apr 2006|03:48pm] |
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~ The greatest thing you'll ever learn...Is just to Love, and be Loved in return. ~
So, since I've been home Ive done NOTHING but watch Mouin Rouge over and over. Im on #3 already, and lets just say thats ALOT of tears (ask Al). There's nothing else better to do, well there probably is, but this is my day off and Im not doing a thing. So I woke up at 12:30, put on the movie, watched it, got something to eat, then popped in the movie again to watch it with my sister. So basically, 1) im obsessed with this movie and 2) I cant stop crying.
But I need to somehow stop this movie so I can jump in the shower so i can get ready to go see my Vavo for her birthday but I really dont feel like going out in the rain. I honestly just love how I can relate to this movie in so many ways, so Im gonna finish it then rush to get ready.
Ok. Well enough with that - let me update you on the good things in life. Im no longer in "like" im in Love. Everythings going great and I couldnt be happier. He means the world to me, and if you havent noticed things are going verrrrrrrrrrrrry well. We fit each other in so many ways, and its just that feeling that you cant even begin to explain is there. I love him. And that's whats keeping me from going completely insane after everything thats happened thats been stressing me out.
And so Im gonna go watch the rest of this movie, ball my eyes out, shower, get ready and go celebrate a birthday (grandma style). And the rest of the night is devoted to homework considering Im like a month behind in everything.
Until next time, Ill leave you with this: "World Peace" - Jenna Haley
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| My new Promise! |
[07 Apr 2006|03:17pm] |
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Ok. So as you all know I havent updated this thing in forever. Ive been a complete stress ball lately and now I figured I mine as well use this thing to vent. So my goal until the end of the semester is to update this thing, let it all out, talk about the good and the bad, ya know just to make me feel some sort of relief. So we might as well start here, now. . .
Actually, I dont know where to start. The last few weeks have been rough, really rough, actually extremely rough. Everything just ended happening all at once and I lost track of my sanity. I thought Spring Break would be good for me, and it was a blast, but when I got back I just wasnt in work mode. And thats when it ALL started.
I need to organize my life again. Everything has been such a mess but its finally getting back on track, a little late, but hey thats ok. I need to stop stressing. I just want to say thanks to everyone who's helped me out in one way or another especially Nicole and April.
I took this past week off from my night job and focused on the Cabaret. Now that its over (and my night job ended) I can focus on CLUE again cause believe it or not..... 3 weeks from YESTERDAY is opening day! There's still so much work to get down, but I CAN HANDLE IT. I did it last year and I most certainly can do it again. And this is gonna be a great show.
On the other hand, School sucks. Its been a week from hell, presentation after presentation, paper after paper, reading, reading, and even more reading, and exams next week. This weekend is totally devoted to catching myself up on EVERYTHING. I refuse to start another week unprepared. I can do so much better than this, I just need to set my priorities straight, School first, then CLUE. (First time Ill actually be putting CLUE second).
And last but not least, people are starting to piss me off in one way or another. I need time to settle out my own life first, and with so much on my plate the past few weeks I understand the problems that have been going on but everything WILL be OK. Just give me time. I have responsibilites through the roof right now, I just need time. And I'm actually looking foward to going home tonight just for the fact that I will be able to get what I need done.
I'm sorry if I sound like a bitch, but a select few have made my life extremely stressful and quite honestly I'm sick of it. On that note- I'm done with this entry. Sorry for the rage.
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| I havent posted in a while :( |
[18 Feb 2006|10:57pm] |
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Well here's the brief update....
1) Im in "like"
2) I have bronchitis
3) School is already stressing me out
4) I didnt do the whole "RA" thing
5) CLUE's going great so far- alot of work ahead tho
6) I guess you can say I had a little too much fun last weekend
7) I hate odd numbers annddd...
8) I love all my friends!!!!
I promise Ill start this thing up again once I get all better!!!
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| Joanna scares me at times! |
[22 Jan 2006|01:45am] |
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Ok... so your thinkin to yourself - "Shanti, why are you up writing a journal entry at 2 in the morning when you should be dancing the night away on your bed by yourself to the same Eminem song over and over again telling you to shake your ass?".... well the answer is simple..... JO'S CRAZZZZY!!! She's actually the one that put this all together for me, and i love her, but sometimes.. jeesshhhh she goes psycho on shanti, but oh well!
So- VACATION- its been good i guess. It definately could have been better. Lets start off with Christmas.. kinda sucked. family sucked. and i wish i was still a spoiled 13 year old brat like my sister. I got my camera and all the clothes i could have ever wanted or so i thought but just something was missing.. maybe the fact that i was done opening my present wellllll before everyone else, oh well. Im ungrateful.. i know. Blah... days went by. I saw Jess! I love her!!! her boyfriends kinda cool!!! but i love her!! NEW YEARS- surprised Jo with the help of Pam! it was awesome... chill night, good laughs, fun times. 2006 is finally here. The typical happened and continued for awhile: jess, movies, jess, car rides, jess... ya know, the usual. GIRLS NIGHT!! the one night i couldnt wait for. I dont wanna get into too much detail but lets just say.. my best girls + thai food + wine and tasty drinks + 1/2 naked shanti = one hilarious night. I love you all!
Since then this vacation has kinda sucked. I didnt wanna go back to all the work but hey im shanti, i can handle it. and now if im ever stressed i can always vent out on this thing, lovely. :) but its late and now im gonna go dance!!!!! alone!!! on my bed!!! to the new eminem song!!!! over and over again!!!! shaking my ass!!! night lovies.
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[21 Jan 2006|01:51am] |
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This is Shanti's awesome new journal! :-D
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